while i was in eternity, i pledge to other spirits. that if god give me a life to this world.
i will promised to be a kind boy and therefore my companions would have better lifes in the future.

but after all i undergo communications with indonesian people, i got frustated for a while. and i got over it. and came back to the very first of my appointment. i tried more woeful to be a good boy again.

but this incidents always happen in my background, and i tried to be fatalistic to the god.
and i also don't know why i thought like this, i made promise to the god that if my this effort dont work at all. i will work for it forever. but if i suceed i get something very useful.

and before all that been made, i request god's power to give me his ultimate strength.
and it really happened to me!!! i got something very useful, that i exceedingly wanted this blessing. i could fortune everthing. and my specialty is time.

there is no specialty such as this ever right. i was really grateful. but i was very furious about that who gave me this talent willingly. it was not the god who gave me but it was a contemporary boy with me. i was 9 years old that time.

i request to the god with only stipulation: if i lose this my only wanted fortune talent, i would never give in. sincerely, after all, i renounced again my obligation. while we made this commitment god had ever allege that if i refuse my obligation, i will be punished deadly.
and so be it! i really got punished quite deadly by him. but soon later i repented.........
so he did not punished me so deadly...........

so the conclusion is GOD ALWAYS PROTECT HIS PROMISES. NO OTHER ONE LIKE IT!!!